resolution
Jan. 15th, 2004 03:02 pmNew Year's resolution, a little late: Stop being such a fucking drama queen! When you start getting in a spiral of worry and paranoia and imagined worst-case scenarios, jolt yourself out somehow. Even if it's just by sinking mindlessly into a videogame for a few hours. Stop working yourself into the state where the icon used for this entry is the only one at all appropriate, damnit!
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Date: 2004-01-15 03:11 pm (UTC)don't sweat it, it just means you're human. the thing is not to get stuck in it, as you say. i pop in and out of depressions and dark spirals all the time.. the secret is short term memory loss and distraction and social interaction with good real in the flesh friends. food helps too.
and also there's that thing about change what you can and accept what you can't and the wisdom to know the difference between the two. i forget how it goes, but you get the idea. don't be so hard on yourself. if it's beyond your control, then pfft.. what's to worry about?
vent it out and go get some ice cream, or make some art(!)
and i'm telling you, i personally think you'd bloom wonderfully, physically, mentally and emotionally with any sort of regular martial arts training.
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Date: 2004-01-15 04:26 pm (UTC)Re: blah, etc. *hugs*
Date: 2004-01-15 07:18 pm (UTC)Re: blah, etc. *hugs*
Date: 2004-01-15 08:49 pm (UTC)but seriously, if she can achieve independant circular rotation with her jiggle, the distraction alone will sway the melee in her favor against any potential attacker. seriously.
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Date: 2004-01-16 02:31 am (UTC)Re: blah, etc. *hugs*
Date: 2004-01-17 05:37 pm (UTC)Purpose: Intern Breast Animation Specialist, Mammary Orbital Dynamics.
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Date: 2004-01-15 03:27 pm (UTC)It's so tempting to get into that wallow, it feels so obsessive and right. I mean, it's so easy to think 'By going over and over it, I can solve the problem'...
But that's an excuse.
Yep. I made the same resolution last night. I'm one of nature's drama queens. Damn, it's addictive.
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Date: 2004-01-15 07:59 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-01-15 04:58 pm (UTC)I don't tend to be dramatic, but I can be negative. I've noticed with me that I tend to assume the negative first - probably not a bad thing - but then often pay too much attention to the assumptions. So I don't get beyond that.
Take care *hugs*
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Date: 2004-01-16 08:02 am (UTC)