quiet remoteness

[egypturnash]

For those who care (and thanks, It does help to feel loved right now): keeping IM and e-mail mostly off, not mucking tonight, in fact I'm unplugging the Ethernet cable on and off. Need to let this brew in the back of my head for a bit and get some work done that's been suffering for my roller coaster week.

It's an old reflex to curl up by myself when I hurt, and one I had entirely different sorts of problems with just last week. But I need to learn to control my emotions to some degree if I'm going to let myself start having them.

This down was contained within last weekend's up. I knew it going in. I just didn't think it'd sprout from it so soon.

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[milkpanzer.livejournal.com]

*hug*
You can always IM me if you want to chat. About anything. I hope I haven't been that scarce. ^^;

Here's something for when you feel ready for it...

*hugsnugglesmoochpetsoothingpintofhaagendaslicksmoochsnugglehug*

^^

[ultraken.livejournal.com]

I keep feeling like I should be doing something, but I don't know what.

[defenbaugh.livejournal.com]

...I know what I should be doing and working on it....

[raki.livejournal.com]

It happens. I hope that for all the hurt there will be an equal measure of healing.

Take care.