In reference to this morning's entry with the idea for a Tarot art project, I grabbed
prickvixen's copy of Crowley's book on the stuff, "The Book Of Thoth (The Egyptian Tarot)". I attempted to read the intro and the first couple major arcana on the bus.
My mental immune system is reacting against it.
I think that if I end up pulling any of the Majors to do, I shall number them in binary, rather than the traditional mixture of 0 for the Fool and Roman numerals for the rest (which, Crowley says, is to "avoid confusion with the Roman numerals of the Seprioth", the Seprioth being ten important symbols in the Qabalah - the word literally means "Numbers"). Why binary? Because. Because it generates everything from 1 and 0 and what's more mystical than the eternal dance of Thingness and No-Thingness, of the Male Phallic Principle of One and the Female Vulval Principle of Zero? Because the I Ching is very much a binary system, though there are those transformations applied during the process. Because I am a smart-ass person with hacker tendencies.
I also end up thinking that Crowley was a fairly intelligent man who was building vast towers of theory on
complete and utter bullshit. Every "fact" he presents regarding the True History And Sekret Meaning Of Tarot seems to be the sort of thing that ultimately boils down to "because I said so" or "because it just sounds right" (
he may not be the one doing the saying, in the case of references to one obscure tract or another, but if you chased the pointers, "because I said so" would be the ultimate justification for most of this); I can see the appeal of that sort of thinking, it's pretty, it's like putting together a grand jigsaw puzzle... but it's also imposing a very
human structure on the essentially
inhuman and messy universe. He packed his head with all this deliberately incomprehensible and obfuscatory bullshit, then made this mad effort to make sense of it. But I ultimately feel like I'm trying to make sense of the
Time Cube guy or something. Elaborate crystals of hand-hewn bullshit.