self-disgust

[egypturnash]

Woke up feeling like shit. Partially from some stuff from last night, partially from getting tired of the going-nowhere I've been doing lately. Too much navel-gazing, too much monitor-gazing. I need to get out and do something social. I need to stay in and do art. I need more energy. I need to exercise regularly.

I need to make things. I haven't, lately. I always start hating myself when that happens.

Experience teaches me that the way I feel at the beginning of a workday rarely corresponds to how I feel by the end, so maybe something absolutely wonderful's going to happen. Hell, Ralph's back in town, which always means that Spümcø becomes more unpredictable.

But in the meantime, I am cranky.

exercise, shower, bus (draw), work.

Comments

[hydra-velsen.livejournal.com]

I think it's the phase of the moon. I was pissed at the world when I woke up, pissed at the world when I was working, and I'm still here in the office, and still pissed at the world. Same as you, though, I'll likely have a pretty good day once I head for home. It's going to be a frozen margarita night though!

[prickvixen.livejournal.com]

I hope you're not comparing yourself to me. I've been very productive recently, but none of it is Sistine Chapel stuff....

[shatterstripes.livejournal.com]

Anything is better than nothing.