I was fine that very next morning after the carousel scene -- I won't protract the guilt cycle, but if I'm the one you were fretting about, I wish you hadn't! ♥♥♥ I felt really silly as soon as I heard the party was a bust - it's hard to get envious of Glam Night, since a) you really needed it b) it was a clear Moral Imperative and c) there will be plenty of that next time we see you... ♥♥♥
About the self-esteem and that feedback loop of self-doubt and shame and inertia... You remind me more and more of postrodent all the time. I'm so glad you two are talking.
It's a pity John K and Ralph are both apparently utter misanthropic flakes. :) If you could open some kind of contact with either of them, I imagine those names would look awfully nice on a resume as references...
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Date: 2005-04-28 05:54 am (UTC)About the self-esteem and that feedback loop of self-doubt and shame and inertia... You remind me more and more of
It's a pity John K and Ralph are both apparently utter misanthropic flakes. :) If you could open some kind of contact with either of them, I imagine those names would look awfully nice on a resume as references...