things to do

[egypturnash]

I was reading through my entire LJ, on and off, for the whole past month. Starting at the first entry, reading it and the comments, then clicking the 'next entry' arrow.

I got to late November and stopped. Well, stopped at the next entry, which is wholly private, actually - me going around and around, worrying at a risk I did decide to take. I don't want to re-live the chaos of last month, not right now. Maybe later on when it's not as fresh.

Lots of vague unfinished hope in that two and a half years. Nowhere near as much art as there should be. A few interesting sketchbook pieces I'm tempted to pull out and take through AI. Too many vague beginnings with no follow-through. Far fewer risks taken then there should have been. Some of the few I took worked out, sort of, but nothing wildly successful. Mostly I just let circumstance carry me along.

And I really should get out more.

Comments

[kensan-oni.livejournal.com]

Second Saterday, next month. Tess's. Still wanna go?

[shatterstripes.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I think so. Social contact! Sort of!

Don't beat yourself up

[doctorpinkerton.livejournal.com]

...over things you can't control. You did the best you could where you were... and you took some amazing, gutsy chances that HAVE panned out in making you a happier, more centered person. Just try not to get stuck. Never give up. And definitely make it your point to follow though. Remember that plan to apply at Pixar for instance?